DOSE:

repeated

Heroin

(daily)

I never thought about trying heroin, my boyfriend at the time was living with me and I knew he use to smoke but he started acting funny and finally I noticed little balloons and cut up straws and I asked him and he confessed. I got laid off and I guess I got bored and I tried it.

He put it on the foil and lit it for me as I inhaled through the straw, AFTER THAT my life became a blur. I was smoking every morning and I became skilled and comfortable with it, I hid it from my family and friends for awhile but I started leaving the house less and becoming very broke.

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When I smoke I feel it within minutes, I become happy and nothing bothers me. I go out and act foolish without a care, drive high, find ways to make money. Everything turns black, all your walls and doors everything. Everything seemed fun and I thought my boyfriend was so great and he had my best interest.

I started pawning everything in my house to get 10 dollars so I wouldn't go through withdrawls. I have nothing left; no movies, no jewelry, I sold my shoes to the dealers, my boyfriend even stole from my mom. We would steal from our so called friends.

I eventually ran out of cash and had to go through the withdrawls and its the worst pain i have ever felt. My nose would run my arms ached so bad especially by my elbows and my legs hurt so much. goose bumps and just flat out pissed off.My boyfriend and I where not inl ove when we weren't high we actually fought non stop, used different blankets in bed or slept in other rooms. we hated our life. WE HAD BEEN FRIENDS 10 yrs and we started hating each other.

This drug is addictive and ruined my life.

Exp Year: 2011	ExpID: 93988
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: Dec 8, 2017	Views: 2,409
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