DOSE:	5 carts.	inhaled	Nitrous Oxide	(gas)
		oral	Pharms - Lithium	(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

195 lb

Setting: My apartment in Eau Claire, WI, 10:30pm, middle of summer
Set: Happy and peaceful. I just got out of prison for bank robbery June 1st, having served 6 years. I was 21 and reckless and in a f$#%ed up situation and foolishly I thought that was the only way to solve it, and to get back at the government, cops and society. I was fired from my job due to a drug test for pot, which is one of the things that pushed me over the edge.

Anyways, I now have my own apartment, which is too cool. I am at peace with everything going on in my life, have very good professional prospects as a paralegal, an occupation I picked up and practiced in prison.

I got the package today, after 5:00pm which surprised me as I didn’t think it would come until tomorrow. It was just dropped off by my front steps. I took it upstairs hardly able to contain myself, and put it under my desk, then went for a walk. Wisconsin sure is nice during the summer.

I opened the package with my trusty swiss army knife, finding the chargers and canister to be better than expected. Apparently I got a free upgrade to the 1 pint model. I washed the canister with soap and water then put in a charger. I broke the seal and put the can up to my mouth and pulled back the lever. Holy shit! I inhaled the whole 8 grams.

Reality started to dissolve on me, there was a great rush and things started to look and sound a lot different. I felt way better after the hit, like I just got off a roller coaster or something! It is an incredible mind and body rush- I feel like I die and come back to life on every one. When I hold the N2O in and finally let it out, I see geometric patterns that I can get lost in. Matter of fact, it is like being reborn.

I was actually kinda depressed tonight due to trouble finding a date, women I guess not liking my charge. I take lithium for bipolar disorder, which was not a problem with the whippets. Walking with my dad earlier tonight, I was thinking the only way I was going to find someone for me was if I find a drug-doing girl that doesn’t like the government or authority very much. Which, that’s cool, kinda narrows my options though. I thought I was a good match for these other women, and we might have been good together but my life was ripped apart by a stupid mistake and 6 long years in prison… for the most part the whippets cured my depression and I feel happy and proud of my life and what I’ve accomplished in it again.

I’m listening to Evanesence’s “The Open Door,” if I could highly recommend a CD for whippets this would be it. I got lost in a sci-fi world (that is the best way I could describe it) especially on that last charger. The world loses its sense of realism, which is greatas I am not feeling the world so much right now. I just experience such a body and mind high that it is like a slingshot to a higher plane of consciousness, if only for 15 seconds. Very good. I will buy this again. I had fun and it fixed my depression.

Steve

Exp Year: 2011	ExpID: 91942
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 28
Published: Jun 2, 2020	Views: 4,539
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