DOSE: T+ 0:00			Amphetamines	(daily)
T+ 0:00	10 mg	oral	Pharms - Zolpidem	(pill / tablet)
T+ 2:49	1 tablet	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam

BODY WEIGHT:

224 lb

Long story short I traded some lithium for a ambien from a kid at school. I've done it a few times but it was just straight up ambien this time it is ambien CR I don't know if the effects will be different but we will see. I know what the effects are like and its very psychedelic so I'm going to write a report tonight and whatever is legible or point full I keep in but I'm sure not much will be.

I live in a very small house with nothing to do but get on the internet or watch T.V. And I really don't like the TV very much I have a large conspiracy against it but I will spare you will watch a show or two but that’s it. So I am mainly on the Comp listening to music and surfing for hours at a time also I go to a night school program so I get home about 10:00Pm so I am alone to do whatever so I don't have to talk to anyone or stifle my 'highness' from people.

1:50-T-0:00- 10Mg Ambien taken

2:18-T0:33- felling a little loose. Nothing much yet. I remember now that the effect I get from the med is very hard to explain. Something keeps grabbing the attention of my eyes and I will quickly glance at it but there is nothing. I have some metal playing right now I will probably switch it to Tool And APC in a few here to look at Milkdrop. Getting a little disoriented I can feel the trip coming things are taking different perspectives. I see just a tiny tiny tiny bit of distortion about the things they will seem to move and shift slightly.

T-0:15 feeling realy good. Like I do after I get done thinking about a big problem with myself and figure out how to fix it. I have a feeling this trip may be for introspection so I will probably type for a few more here and then go lay down and listen to some music or something…music is a lot more noticeable .

0:20 things are shifting rapidly to the music if I stare at the speaker it seems to move toward me in a very strange way. Going to go look at some sweet fractals or winamp.

T-------- Ill go to poke at the keyboard and when I hit it and will look like it got stuck down…weird. Any flat surface seems to slowly take on a Concave appearance but I have to look at it or a min (usualy I will look at something just because it is melting or something, muscles are very relaxed (which reminds me I have a XANAX on me for later) as am I closing my eyes I see slight CEV nothing but a star. Still going up waiting for hallucinations. I’m going to sit on my comfy chair and chill for a min to get a feel for the high coming

2:24- just walked to the Bathroom and noticed a little weird footing, like when I drink a beer or 9 and my legs get a little wobbly but not the that extent exactly but like it…kinda……..sorta

2:53- if I stare at something it will seem to slowly creep towards me but it never moves its position. No real body buzz either, I don’t know if its because of the CR that its taking a long time for the trip to start but I wish it would, might take the Xanax.

3:04 I have Winamp milk drop going to not much happening right now but I will wait

3:18.…nothing man goanna go downstairs for food and see if anything is different

3:25- going to take a shower

4:02AM T3:47 I don’t think I’m going to feel much of anything off of this…WHAT THE FUCK?! I’m not even the least bit tired, No Open eye hallucinations, no body high , the effects I am having are very very mild compared to a normal Ambien trip. Usually I will have OEVs all the way, things will melt and sway and change color but right now nothing. I rely have to try hard to see the slightest bit of distortion. Very confused, I didn’t have anything to eat today but 2 grilled cheese sandwiches so I don’t think my stomach being full would have anything to do with it. I took a double dose of my aderall today but I’ve done it before and that wears off around 8-9PM. Very disappointed and confused the doses of the pills are the same but this time it was CR and had a coating on it but my friend said he often trips on them so…..wtf!…..I don’t know I might take the xanax if that doesn’t do anything to the ambien at least I'll feel the xanax.

4:39Am 4:14- I’ve decided that the ambien is going to do nothing so I took the Xanax….goodnight

Now the next day I still have no idea of why I didn’t feel the full effect of the pill. The only thing I could think of was because it was time-release but I have read reports of how that works for tripping too….I felt only the slightest effect and only when I focused on them….oh well……: (

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 69798
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jun 21, 2018	Views: 1,284
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