DOSE:

.5 g

smoked

Salvia divinorum

(extract - 10x)

BODY WEIGHT:

145 lb

I'd like to start first by saying I've tried almost every major psychedelic except for DMT. I've dropped acid literally hundreds of times, eaten pounds of shrooms since I first tried them, E WAY too many times to be good for ya, as well as almost any good prescription drug you can find. In short I'm definately an experienced tripper. I've also tried Salvia a few times before the trip I'm about to relate to you but nothing could have prepared me for what happened. 10 hits of acid has nothing on Salvia except for the length of time that you are high. Anyway on to the trip.

As I inhaled the smoke from the bong I started to feel the familiar tingling and numbness that goes with the Salvia high. Then I was gone. There was no gradual sinking into it. One minute I was on the couch looking at my trip sitter and the next second I was no longer there on the couch. I became like a speck of cosmic dust. I had no concept of me as a person or anything to do with humanity or the world we live in. I was instantly transported back to the beginning of time, before the Universe is as we know it now. There was nothing. No light, no planets, just a huge black void bigger than words can even begin to express. Although there was no light to see by I could sense this massive ball of matter which I can only assume was the center of the Universe if there really is such a thing. Then there was an extremely bright light at the center of all this matter. Next thing I knew I was being shot through space faster than I could comprehend. In the blink of an eye I shot past some large groups of rocks that would become planets, smaller rocks that would start to orbit these larger rocks as moons. Besides the rocks there were glowing clouds of gas that would become the stars that these planets would start to orbit. It was amazing. As fast as all this happened it seemed in even less time I was transported to the end of time. As far as I could see were stars and light. Then it seemed in an instant all these stars were extinguished. Every star in the Universe seemed to implode on itself creating huge black holes that started to devour all the matter in the Universe. This was the first time during the trip that I knew fear. I was being pulled towards one of the black holes. I can remember trying to scream but wasn't able too since I was only a speck of dust. Everything I knew at that time was fear, death, and destruction. I've never felt fear like that. Then it was over. I opened my eyes and realized where I was. I was crying like a baby in my sitters arms. She kept asking me what happened but I was still overwhelmed by the fear. All I kept saying was that I saw the end.

That was almost a year ago that happened. I haven't taken Salvia since but that certainly doesn't mean I won't do it again. After this trip though it will be a while before I do.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 50667
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 14, 2020	Views: 834
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