DOSE:

oral

MDMA

(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

130 lb

I have taken ecstasy about 10 times in a number of environments and I feel a loss of magic in the drug. I remember the first time I took this drug, I was overwhelmed with emotions I have never felt. It was unbelievable. But now, its nothing special. I think it is because i learned to control my roll. I know how to handle it now.

Before, ecstasy took me over. I couldn't control myself. Now, after the 10 times I have rolled, I'm not overwhelmed anymore. Its nothing special now. Another factor is the crash. I feel SO AWFUL after a night on ecstasy that I think I would be better off not even taking it. As soon as the peek ends, I feel drained of all energy. I am usually depressed for the next 3 days. Ecstasy isn't even worth taking for me anymore.

Exp Year: 2000	ExpID: 4149
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Dec 9, 2000	Views: 4,446
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