DOSE:	.5 g	smoked	Methamphetamine	(powder / crystals)
	5 tablets	oral	Diphenhydramine	(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

180 lb

Check this out. I've done a lot os drugs in my time. At least on my standards. I've done shrooms, acid, coke, crystal, and weed of course. Through about five years of using everything;prettty regularly being ripped off one or the other. I've only had one bad trip. METHAMPHETAMINE!!

One day I was chillin with one of my brothers and we decided to grab a gram of crystal(seeing as how we both had money). I'd done it about four times before this, sniffing and snorting it. This particular time we smoked the whole batch to the face, with no other leeches. It started off as a typical high(feeling kinda funny, aleerted senses etc.) Then my brother(who is a freak) got real tired and wanted to go to sleep. I was wide awake, no sleep in sight. So I left his room and went to mine, right next door. As I layed in bed watching tv ( cause the playstation was messed up) I started seeing a man in my closet pointing at me!

Everytime I looked away and looked back he'd be in a different position still making eye contact and pointing at me. At this point I got scared, because the guy was somebody I knew and had fought before. So this guy I didn't like was in my closet pointing at me like he was out to get me. I'd look away and look back a bunch of times and this shit kept happening. I felt like I was officially crazy.

Then if that wasn't enough I started seeing my brother through the window reflection hiding under my bed! I could litterally see him pointing at me through the reflection. So I'm scared shitless. I decide I have to sleep now so it will all go away. I take 5 Walgreens brand sleeping pills, lay down and shut my eyes. Eventually I fall asleep.

Periodically throughout the night I would wake up and see spiders. The fucking spiders. SPIDERS. I would swipe them away because they were jumping towards me, and then fall back to sleep. This happened a few times during the night. There was always a big spider and a bunch of baby jumping spiders (all jumping towards my face).

When I woke up I remembered all this shit, and seen bugs on my bedspread. I end up spraying my whole bed, every sheet with RAID. every layer I took off there were still more spiders, and no matter where I was they were always jumping towards my face.

So my room smells like RAID, all my sheets are being washed and I go into my brothers room. I still see spiders. I tell them they're on his couch and now they're on my shirt. So I take my shirt off and spry it with RAID, and then PUT IT BACK ON! My brother says, 'why don't you just change your shirt.' I get confused. Then my brother checked my room and said,' If there were bugs on your bed they'd all be dead all over. And there was nothing. So I realized I was tweaked. Up to this point I felt like I was thinking rationally. Then it hit me, I'm messed up. It took about four more hours before I was really thinking straight. I spent that time in my brothers room with him laughing at me.

I ended up doing meth a bunch more, and that was the only bad experience I ever had. I was terrified but not discouraged to try it again. I haven't had a bad trip since and I hope I never do again.

Take what you want from this story its not a deterrent or promoting use, cause I don't care what you do.


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Exp Year: 2004	ExpID: 40931
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 27, 2018	Views: 2,128
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