DOSE: T+ 0:00	6 g	oral	Morning Glory	(ground / crushed)
T+ 1:30	3 oz	oral	DXM	(liquid)
T+ 0:00	0.5 mg	oral	Pharms - Clonazepam	(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

135 lb

After reading about the powerful synergy between LSD and DXM, I knew I had to try the combination of morning glories and cough syrup. While bored on a recent Friday night, I ground up 6 grams of untreated seeds and poured out 3 ounces of syrup.

At 10:00 PM, I poured powdered seeds into a bottle of water, shook it, and chugged the contents. Then I added some more water and drank that to get as much of the seed powder as I could. An hour and a half later, I had mild closed eye visuals resembling tie-dye shirt designs, with a prevalence of pink and green hues. At this point (11:30 PM) I took the 3 ounces of syrup and popped a goa trance CD into my stereo.

Past this point I didn’t keep track of time. CDs were amazing to listen to, with slight distortion of pitch due to the effects of the drugs. An image came into my mind, and I saw an open field at night, with frost covering the grass. Somehow I felt that the grass symbolized the DXM, and that the frost was the morning glory seeds. I got the feeling that the DXM was the key player at this point in the experience, and that the LSA in the seeds was an amplifier for the DXM.

After the goa trance album ended, I took half a milligram of clonazepam, a benzodiazepine. I listened to part of a Mozart CD, and almost cried at its beauty. It felt like I was listening to at least 3 separate tracks at once, each track with a separate instrumental part, and that I could fade each track in and out as I pleased. In this way I was able to discern every detail in the structure of the music. After a while, the music got to be too much to handle, so I turned it off and turned on the lights.

The strobing was very intense, almost to the point where I thought it could be the “framing” effect of high dose DXM, but the fact that I could still see in between the flashes led me to believe otherwise. Sounds were flanging, movement created “trails,” and objects looked out of proportion. I walked downstairs to use the bathroom, and was surprised to find that I could actually urinate with the DXM going this strongly. After relieving myself, I got very dizzy and started to see spots. I realized that I was bright red all over, very hot, and drenched with sweat. I panicked, the words “serotonin syndrome” coming to mind, but I was lucid enough to calm myself down and get myself a glass of water.

As I sat on the kitchen floor eating a banana, I began to get very paranoid. I heard humming noises that sounded like distant voices, and every creak I heard was a footstep. The swirls in the wood floor began to tilt and ooze, looking almost like mud flowing. As I stared at this, I started to become very disassociated, and I began to have a DXM visual with my eyes open! I saw all of my neurons as points of light in a cube-like structure. The top layer was the commonly used, conscious parts of my brain, while the lower areas were the subconscious. Then I sensed a consciousness other than my own.

It showed me that everything was connected in some way, and that everyone will connect to the collective unconscious at some point, whether through drugs, religion, or society. It then told me that I shouldn’t ever take drugs again, that it was damaging to my body and mind. Now that I had been shown the interconnection between all events, I didn’t need to do hallucinogens anymore. It also said that when I have kids, I should tell them that drugs are bad. I was confused at this. I asked, “Why I should do that, when drugs can be used positively?” It asked me what my first drug was, and I said alcohol. Then I realized that I had drank alcohol for the first time as a kid *because* I had been told that I shouldn’t, and had to laugh. Then I thought about how delusional I was at the moment, and how this was all in my head. The entity laughed, and said, “That’s the idea.” The final thing the collective told me was that if I ever lost a sense of meaning in my life as an adult, that I should take a couple grams of mushrooms. It promised that it would come back to teach me more if I did this.

I snapped out of it to find myself still staring at the floor. I watched T.V. as I came down, and noticed some weird effects on people’s voices. The “multiple track” effect I heard with the music was also happening with voices. One track was the normal voice, the second was only hard, clicking noises (like the “t” in “carrot” or the “c” in “car”), and the third was a wavering, distorted tone that seemed to be the pitch of the person’s voice! As time went on, I started to feel very stoned and stupid, and everything started to look like it was viewed through a fisheye lens. I went up to bed at around 7 or 8 AM (still affected by the drugs) and slept until 3 PM. This is a long, draining trip.

Exp Year: 2003	ExpID: 21280
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 7, 2023	Views: 57
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