DOSE: T+ 0:00	6	oral	Products - Other	(edible / food)
T+ 0:10	repeated	smoked	Cannabis
T+ 0:00	20 mg	oral	Pharms - Aripiprazole	(daily)
T+ 0:00	300 mg	oral	Oxcarbazepine	(daily)
T+ 0:00	15 joints/cigs	smoked	Tobacco - Cigarettes	(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

205 lb

I had recently got some “””Amanita Muscaria gummies””” that were actually purposely mislabeled 4-AcO-DMT (according to Reddit reports and my experience). 2.5mg of 4-AcO per gummy, 3 packs of 2 gummies each (6 gummies, 15mg total). Brand will not be disclosed! I have tried a 12mg chocolate bar of 4-AcO from this company before, which was a very light trip but very fun.

Player Stats:
Age: 21
Height: 5’4
Weight: 205lbs.
Gender: Transmasculine/Nonbinary, “”””””born female””””””

I am on Abilify 20mg at night, as well as 300mg Trileptal in the morning (however I had run out of the Trileptal script the day before so I didn’t take it on the day of this trip), and smoke 15 cigarettes a day. I did not smoke a cigarette during this experience.

I am autistic, which plays into the trip report I believe, as well as schizoaffective/psychotic. I can handle myself with psychedelics and find shrooms to be my ultimate therapist.

Previous psychedelic experience includes: LSD, mushrooms, DMT, 4-AcO, 25b-NBoH, LSA, etc.

Onto the report!

I got the gummies from a certain headshop while visiting my partner’s state (Long distance relationship, vacationing in his state for 2 weeks for Valentine’s day and such, a trial run for moving here also), 3 packs. I had heard many many good things about these gummies in particular, despite lying to people about containing Amanita/Muscimol.

I was waiting for him to come home from work this evening, and he was going to be home around 10:30. I decided to take them an hour before he arrived home, to have it fully kicked in once he got home, however, it started kicking in MUCH faster than I thought it would.

9:31 PM MST: Listening to “He’s Insufferable” by Graham Kartna. I have just consumed 6 2.5mg 4-AcO gummies (15mg total) orally. Feeling very relaxed and vibing.

9:40: I headed outside to smoke some cannabis with a pipe and bong. Weed always kick starts my trips majorly in a way nothing else can. My boyfriend will be home in 50 minutes. I smoke some bowls out of my pipe, as well as a few bong rips for maximum effect. 23% THC hybrid strain I bought at a dispensary.

9:46: I feel a definitive headchange and “funky” vibe going on. I am dancing to a song in my seat while staring at NSFW art on my phone (Sorry. Good pic. Not for horny reasons, rather because it’s characters I enjoy immensely.)

9:48: Head is definitely feeling something.

9:53: Time dilation is beginning. Minutes feel much longer than usual. Colors are bright, lights are beautiful.

10:05: 25 minutes before my boyfriend arrives home. I am having a strong strong STRONG sense of euphoria and messaging close friends that I love them, as well as making videos to my Instagram story rambling about love and beauty or whatever the fuck.

10:09: How is it 10:09? How has it only been 4 minutes? It felt like 10. Time dilation going CRAZY right now. Feeling heavy.

10:28: No idea what I did between 10:09 and 10:28. Boyfriend will be home any minute. Having some visuals (rainbow patterning in blank textures, etc.)

10:47: My boyfriend came home 5-10 minutes ago, and is now showering. I am laying in his bed listening to nostalgic music, vibing immensely as small rainbow/desaturated diamonds form in his wall.

10:58: It has only been 10 minutes but it has felt like 30. How? I am listening to many songs at this point, from Bandcamp that I have bought. At a ++ regarding visuals and headfuck.

11:10: Boyfriend is still showering. Extreme euphoria. Very sedated. Ate Chips Ahoy! Cookies my boyfriend had bought as a quick snack. Starting to peak immensely.

After this, my notes and timestamps stop. My boyfriend gets out of the shower and comes to lay next to me in his twin sized bed (tight squeeze.)

It is at this point I am so sedated I can barely keep my eyes open. I allow myself to drift off.

From 11:15 PM to 1:05 AM MST, I drift between realities. I do not know I am in my boyfriend’s house, with his sleeping parents in the other room, however I am practically immobilized by the psychedelic experience. I wander realities unbeknownst to us, not knowing I am alive, dreaming and being.

I am in a maelstrom of reality for 2 hours, the chaos overwhelming and indescribable. I did not learn anything major except for Love And Connection are the ULTIMATE SHIT IN LIFE. Like. Oh my god.

I come to at one point, becoming lucid temporarily with eyelids so heavy they may as well be anvils, picking my nose next to my boyfriend and have to realize I am alive and lucid and with him.

I quickly go back to exploring dimensions and digital reality after this until 1:05 AM.

I do not remember exactly what I saw. All I know is it was chaos, maelstrom, and glorious.

I “wake up” at 1:05 AM, visuals at a +/++ and walls practically melting. I feel like I’M melting. My boyfriend is not in his room.
I grab my cigarettes and lighter and make my way downstairs to smoke outside. As I’m leaving my boyfriend’s room, the walls are more textured and visuals are at least a + at this point. I get outside, feeling exhausted and sleepy. It took me 10 minutes to get out of my boyfriend’s bed, after pulling the blankets up over me thinking I was going to explore again, however I did not.
I sit outside with him, integrating the experience and what just happened. As we are chilling together on his outdoors couch, string lights twinkling around us in the dead of night, warm Arizona air compared to back at home, New Hampshire, where it’s probably 25F at that time back home, he shows me a funny spongebob video where they leaked the “Sailor Mouth” episode and spongebob goes “Ahh! Blow me!” uncensored. It was hilarious to see after the experience I had just had. It felt like coming home from a war of love on the side of love. He is smoking weed while I smoke my cigarette. We go inside shortly after and go to bed for real this time.

It was an amazing experience, at least a ++ on the Shulgin scale. Not too visual, more exploring my mind palace. I do not remember most of what happened after I peaked. It was dreamy, glorious, and I’m glad I did not freak out, as while his parents are okay with booze and weed, I found out shortly before this they are not chill with anything else, even mushrooms/similar to mushrooms drugs. I am hoping to get more of the gummies soon and try 20-22.5mg eventually!

Thanks for reading.

Exp Year: 2024	ExpID: 117915
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: 21
Published: Sep 27, 2024	Views: 17
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