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Has No Recreational Value
Ketamine
Citation:   Foggycollector. "Has No Recreational Value: An Experience with Ketamine (exp112504)". Erowid.org. Oct 30, 2018. erowid.org/exp/112504

 
DOSE:
  repeated   Ketamine
BODY WEIGHT: 100 kg
Ketamine has no recreational value

I have used Ketamine three times and in none of these occasions have I found any recreational use. The first two experiences have ended in 'K-Holes' the first time was very unpleasant in which I saw myself die, be reborn, travel through other worlds and finally in the ambulance to the emergency room where I had to do an electrocardiogram, but I was given On the same day I finally went to eat something, but then I vomited and when I got home I had an incredible headache, I took an aspirin and went to sleep.

The second time

Was another 'K-hole' had consumed 880 milligrams this time was more trauma than the previous one because this time I hallucinate days after this experience the smells and sensations that left me marked. I saw some hands as red as the fire that took my soul and took it out of my body I finally went to a world full of shadow people with only totally white eyes, these beings dragged me all over the place and I saw a black city full of white lights until I finally woke up but still could not see well because I had to close an eye to read correctly and not see double because everything was like a mirror, I had trouble walking, I had gait alteration, I walked like a zombie or a robot I could not go to the bathroom I urinated inside a bottle which was complicated in that state until finally I lay down to rest.

The third time

The first dose was 0.16 grams I went down to the bathroom of the parking lot of the nearest shopping center and inhaled the ketamine and then I went to school where I decided to inhale more, this time, an unknown quantity. I only remember that I sat on my desk and I lost for a time the notion of reality, as they tell me, I asked my teacher about who I was and if reality existed. Finally a friend took me to the Institute of Alcoholism and Pharmacodependence to be seen. Finally I recovered and I was taken home where I could rest. I still can not stop thinking and want to consume Ketamine, has something that makes it psychologically addictive.

[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]

Exp Year: 2018ExpID: 112504
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Oct 30, 2018Views: 1,658
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Ketamine (31) : Hangover / Days After (46), Overdose (29), Addiction & Habituation (10), Health Problems (27), Difficult Experiences (5), Unknown Context (20)

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