DOSE:	20 mg	insufflated	3-HO-PCP	(powder / crystals)
	10 mg	insufflated	4-AcO-DMT	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

110 kg

Late Friday night after emerging from a full day of studying thermophysics I decided to go on a psychedelic foray to process the concepts I had studied. I have found that certain types of psychedelic dissociatives, fully immersive doses of ketamine etc, help me integrate and better understand some abstract concepts. Further I have found that augmenting the dissociative with a tryptamine enhances this visualization a great deal. Also, I find it hilarious!

Worth noting is that I have a rather extensive prior experience with altered states. I am fit and in good health, I do not take any medications. I am very familiar with 4-Aco-DMT and I have been over the course of 3 months intermittently titrating up the dose of this particular batch of 3-ho-PCP.

T 00:00 I carefully measured out 20mg of 3-ho-PCP and 10mg of 4-Aco-DMT and insulfated the combined powders. I prepared a playlist of soft ambient tracks and proceeded to bed.

T 00:10 - FIrst alerts, slight dissociation. A visual lag, as is if the speed of visual processing has dropped. A slight numb feeling in the nose, that is spreading across my entire body.

T 00:30 - Rapid onset is a bit unsettling. I am anxious, is my heart racing? Can not differentiate between my heartbeat the texture of the wood in the ceiling. Come to the conclusion that its not worth trying so I lean back and close my eyes.

T 00:50 - The effects are developing rapidly. The 4-aco-DMT lends a softness, enhanced texture and squiggly colour to the otherwise clinical and a bit cubistic experience of the 3-ho-PCP. The falling and rising tones of the ambient music creates a space in my minds eye. I am being dislodged from my body and drifting along ridges of phosphorescent green/purple interference at hyperspeed.

T 01:00 - My girlfriend come is to the bedroom and gets ready to go to bed. We have some interesting conversations. I ask her if robots can make art? If they have the right to reproduce? As we kiss goodnight and she falls asleep I ponder her answers. There is a rapid stream of realizations and insights.

T 02:00 - I ponder AI. I have the experience of projecting myself into the “shoes” of an artificial consciousness with all the sensors and search inputs of the connected internets at its disposal. Its almost godlike. There is a lot of noise and cognitive static in the form nonsensical sentences that to me, at that time, is imbued with great significance: “Cosmos, the gates are left unhinged”, “Eyes, lifes way to have a looksie at itself” etc.

T 03:00 - I start to feel a lessening of effects and for a while I believe I am mostly down. I get up to pee, feel a bit woobly as the motor function is still rather impaired. By the time I get down the stairs and into the bathroom and turn on the lights it becomes evident to me that I am no way near baseline. The proportions of the room and the colors and textures of the objects in it is severely distorted. The white porcelain toilet has taken on the shape of a bright yellow, bloating rubber toros (donut) and I am trying to aim my laser beam of phosphorescent blue urine into it. Amusing. I look at my hand and it feels like my leg so I decide I better go back to bed as I can probably not safely navigate the house unsupervised in this state.

T 03:30 - Back in bed with the earphones on I am floating in a oort cloud (a region of space composed of comet-like bodies and other minor planets and asteroids that orbit distantly in planetary systems) and I vividly envision the mass-energy equivalence. A vivid visualization of how the reduction of the speed of light squared under energi give rise to matter. I am mind blown and grateful to exist in such a beautiful system.

T 04:00 - Content with the day I drift out of consciousness and into sleep.

T 12:00 - I awake, feeling good but notice some residual dissociation. This slight motor control deficiency is common and usually dissipates within a half a day or so with the aid of some coffee, food and fresh air. The inner incessant dialogue is gone , I feel peaceful and content just being.

It was a beautiful experience. 3-ho-PCP has some long legs and its better to clear my schedule for the next day and make sure I do not operate heavy machinery. It is notable that although one might believe that one is at baseline, one might not be. This effect could be deceiving and is more likely to present itself if one does not space out one's doses enough. I have been spacing my doses two weeks apart while trailing 3-ho-PCP. Now that I have found what is to my the upper dose limit I will refrain from using this material any time soon. Both to ensure that tolerance wont build up but also because I believe it holds a real potential to be strongly habit forming, if only psychologically.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 111736
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 34
Published: Mar 27, 2018	Views: 6,016
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