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It Was the Most Incredible Feeling
DMT
Citation:   TruthSeeker. "It Was the Most Incredible Feeling: An Experience with DMT (exp108988)". Erowid.org. Jun 6, 2019. erowid.org/exp/108988

 
DOSE:
  smoked DMT (powder / crystals)
    smoked Acacia confusa (extract)
BODY WEIGHT: 285 lb
First Time Wow

My first trip:
It was the most intense experience I’ve ever had in my entire life. Once I returned to my full senses it felt like a full body orgasm had happened to me.

I took approx. 50mg of white crystal and a small bit of orange sticky residue from ACRB A/B reduction. Smoked in clear glass pipe. Prior to this trip I had taken no medications, except ibuprorphen, approx. 36 hours before.

I was in my bedroom, comfortably seated on my bed surrounded with pillows. It was mid-day, but there was no direct sunlight in the room and the curtains were drawn, giving the room diffuse, low natural light. All artificial lights were off and the room was quiet except for the hum of a fan in the window.

I heated the pipe as much as I could with my finger over the vent to keep in the smoke, then when fully lit, and the bowl looked smoky, I exhaled as much as I could then put the pipe to my lips and deeply inhaled and held the smoke. It was not as acrid as I expected and I was able to hold it in without coughing.

As I set the pipe down, my head felt light and I thought this is just a small trip
As I set the pipe down, my head felt light and I thought this is just a small trip
, which I had read about. Then I was no longer in the bedroom and was instantly propelled through space to an area full of colors. The colors were so intense, gold, purple, green, magenta, (all bright metallic) emanating around a being, in a geometric pattern of diamonds of different colors rubbing against themselves, but in an orderly manner, before flinging themselves into space. I felt the colors were self-aware but they paid me no mind. As the colors came out of the being they immediately formed themselves into diamonds, which surrounded the being and me and got larger as they flew away into space; completely filling the space around us. There was no space devoid of colors.

The being had a face but only in the most rudimentary sense, like a robot has a face, I was not aware or did not notice the being's body. The being looked like the face in the wicked queen’s magic mirror (from Snow White), but with horns coming out of the top of its face. I did not or could not interact with the being and if it was aware of my presence I could not tell. It showed no emotion or concern about my presence, it just “was.”

Throughout the experience I was floating and felt like I was holding my breath and my heart was pounding. When I was with the being I lifted my arm and disturbed the color pattern and the pattern turned dark briefly. I remember saying “I’m dead,” but I also remember knowing I was not dead.

I felt electrical tingles throughout my body, radiating from my chest/heart to my fingers and toes, and penis, and outward into space. There was no color to this just energy radiating from every tip of my body (head, fingers, toes and penis), but not from my arms, legs, neck or torso. The energy flowed through me and I was aware of my moaning, like I was having the most intense orgasm in my life, my whole body was affected, but I did not ejaculate.

After a while (approx. 20 min) I opened my eyes and the textures on the walls and ceiling were vibrating and moving, but were no longer in random patterns. They were neutral in color and raised slightly off the wall and ceiling giving the walls and ceiling depth. The bed spread pattern seemed to levitate off the cover and hover six inches in the air. I closed my eyes again and continued to moan off and on. It was the most incredible feeling and I laid in bed and luxuriated in the experience. Within 40 min I had returned to my full senses and wrote this down.

I will do this again as soon as possible.

Exp Year: 2016ExpID: 108988
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 47
Published: Jun 6, 2019Views: 2,005
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