DOSE:	.75 tablets	oral	LSD	(blotter / tab)
	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(capsule)
	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(capsule)
	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(capsule)
	100 mg	oral	MDMA	(capsule)
	.33 tablets	oral	LSD	(blotter / tab)
	2 bumps	insufflated	Ketamine	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

73 kg

Keta LSD and too much MDMA

8/6/14
Some background info is I had used LSD 4 times, MDMA in ecstasy pills 9 times, ketamine 3 times, 25I and 25C a couple of times, and speed once, most experiences were mixing these drugs. I also smoke cannabis daily and have had my fair share of alcohol. fairly confident tripper.

So at about 10:30pm, we had just gotten off the train at southern cross station, we were about a five minute walk from my favourite nightclub, so I dropped ¾ of a tab of LSD while my friends and I were at the station toilets. I’m already in a good mood because I love this nightclub, as I’ve had so many great times there.

We were waiting in line till around 11:10, and I swear I can feel it already. I know that if I’m feeling it so soon then it’s going to be a strong trip, so I went straight to the toilets as soon as I was in cloudnine and dropped 100mg of MDMA in a capsule, because MDMA helps combat the anxiety from LSD (at least for me anyway).

It’s crowded. It’s one of the clubs biggest nights of the year. I am thinking about how strict the bouncers are going to be tonight, on people going into the toilets to take their drugs. I am thinking that it’s going to be quite an effort to drop later on, and I’m not really feeling the 1st cap of MDMA yet. THIS IS WHERE I FUCKED UP. I thought, “Okay, what’s the time?” I took a quick glance at my phone and saw the digits 1, 5 and 0. My mind being all trippy and shit, tells me that these numbers mean 1:50pm, so I ducked into the toilets again while I saw my chance, to drop another cap because I’m feeling a little awkward while dancing and want to get rolling.

The toilet is interesting, all the textures on the wall, the patterns, even the way the piss has fallen onto the toilet seat was so graceful that I just wanted to look at it for hours, I found this hilarious, the fact that something so cringe worthy still has a beauty to it. But I better keep my shit together because otherwise the bouncer will notice the cubical has been closed for a long time. I left the toilet and met up with my friends.

I told my partner that I just had my 2nd cap. She gave me a surprised, slightly concerned look and says “Already?! How long has it been?” I pull out my phone thinking “Fuck, wait a second, there is no way I have been here for over 2 hours already.” I look at my phone screen. To my horror it is only 11:50. So I am only just about to start feeling the first cap, and I just took my second, that’s when I knew I was in for a ride. I started feeling it HARD. For the next hour or so I was just sitting down getting more and more munted, everything was manifesting so fast and hard I could not stand for too long or even keep a conversation going. This is the most MDMA I have consumed in such a short space of time that I am becoming increasingly worried. It usually only takes me a couple of 70mg hits of MDMA to roll all night. So what if it’s too much? I start to get intense eye wobbles, making visuals go insane, colours were brightening, the music was sounding so good. The ground is breathing. The lights are morphing in beautiful ways. But now my teeth are chattering, I literally cannot stop my jaw from bouncing up and down so fast that it is starting to alarm me. Now my legs are shaking. At this point I am thinking through all the signs of an overdose to try and see if I am about to have one, in case I need to get help. Seizures, freak outs, cold and hot sweats, knees giving way, unable to talk coherently, vomiting. To be honest at this point I felt like I was on the brink of all of the above. But nothing to extraordinary happened and I started to feel better, like I can get up and dance with my partner and friends.

That little trip I had, wondering if I was going to overdose, knowing I was very close to being hospitalised, and thinking about how close to disaster that could have been, scared shit out of me. I felt like I have gained a sort of respect for MDMA, I must treat it wisely and I can have the best times of your life. However if I push it too far, I might take the scariest ride of my life. It was a reminder that when I go out, I usually hold enough drugs in one hand that would kill a man if taken irresponsibly. I find myself concerned about my friends, knowing that they also had a large amount and could possibly overdose if taken recklessly, made me want to go and tell them how careful they need to be. So I did, I asked my friends what they have had and when, to get an idea of what their attitudes were towards being careful with drugs. They all respond with somewhat educated answers. This made me confident that they would not be silly and munt themselves to oblivion.

My concern intrigues me, I think about how I must really be attached to these friends if I find myself worrying about them to the point where I have to make verbal and physical communication with them in order to feel comfortable again and enjoy my night. I think about the reactions they were giving me when I told them that I almost fucked myself up. They were somewhat disappointed with my carelessness but glad that I have learnt my lesson, because they care about me and would hate to see me in horrible a freak out or overdose.

Throughout the rest of the night I had another third of a blotter tab of LSD, two more 100mg caps of MDMA and 2 bumps of Ketamine, This combination is one of my absolute favourites, LSD makes me so happy and makes everything so interesting, and the music sounds amazing, then adding the roll from MDMA that keeps me dancing for hours and when I start feeling sloppy, I have a bump of K to kick things back up. But it's important for me to keep them all in balance.

Overall it was an amazing night but never again will I be so careless on the time of my dosages.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 103827
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Jun 6, 2018	Views: 1,311
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