DOSE: T+ 0:00	5 mg	oral	Amphetamines
T+ 2:00	250 mg	oral	Pharms - Propylhexedrine
T+ 3:00	1 bump	oral	4-AcO-DMT
T+ 4:00	1 bump	oral	4-AcO-DMT
T+ 0:00		oral	Alcohol

BODY WEIGHT:

155 lb

A Beautiful Life Changing Experience

Description of mindset & setting.

The time had finally come. The night I was looking forward to for months was finally here. The week before we purchased our 4-aco-dmt and it had arrived earlier in the week. Saturday night was the big night, and we were prepared.

Building up to the week, I did extensive studies on the effects of 4-aco-dmt, and psychedelics in general. I listed to a lot of Terance Mckenna, and learned from his wisdom in regards to psychedelic trips.

Around 9 pm: My friend (we will call him Pino) picks me up. Our event starts at 9 and we plan on being there soon after the start. We pop in 5mg of dextroamphetamine around this time to get some energy going.

11:00 pm: We ingest the propylhexedrine at this time. It took us a long time to find it, as it is usually easy to find over the counter. We had to go to many stores to find it, and it killed out time. We then arrive shortly to the event. From this time on, I occasionally buy a beer throughout the night.

11:15 pm: We enter the event. It was live music, with traditional dancers and a band playing on stage, with a crowd dancing. It is a really fun, relaxing, and safe environment. Great music, pretty women dressed in nice dresses. A place where people enjoy the music and dance. This is NOT a rave or a drunken music festival. Everyone is pretty coherent and respectable.

12:00: Pino and I decide to take some of the 4-aco-dmt ( I will refer to it from now on as 4aco). We weren't exactly sure how much to take, so we decided to take a tiny amount off the tip of our pinky. I would estimate around 10 mg or less.

12:30-1:30: I begin to feel a little bit, but not as much as I thought. I lost Pino for awhile, and I decided to take a little more. I take a larger amount than the first time around.

1:15-1:30: Here it comes. I start to feel it. The colors slowly start to get a little brighter. I take a step back from the dancefloor and begin to look out. My vision is extremely heightened. I can see everything at once. Normally, your peripheral vision doesn't come in clear. I can see everything, at one time.

As I stand back, the dresses on the girls just stand out. The textures have more depth. Their dancing is beautiful. I have never seen anything like it. The motions of their bodies... just beautiful. I wasn't turned on sexually to the beauty but just the shape of the dress on their butt, legs, and the whole outfit.

As I turn around and look away from the stage, I can see everyone's face perfectly clear, even if they are 20+ feet away. I catch glimpses of girl's faces, and I can tell exactly how they were feeling at this time. I could read their inner feelings.

1:30-2:30:

The music is intense. I feel like I would float out of this venue, but seeing my buddy Pino helped keep me grounded. He did not have the second redose, and it clearly did not affect him as strongly (which is okay). As I stand back and look at the stage, the bank, and the people dancing, everything just seems so perfect. The rhythmic dancing seems to flow. Their is a bight glow coming from everything. It is like I can see clearly for the first time.

2:30-4:30

We decide to go to a bar after this, as this event is ending. At this bar, everyone seems to be moving in slow motion, and that I exist on a 'different plane of existence.' I had no anxiety. I didn't really speak or say much, I was just amazed at taking everything in. Again, I could see everything inside this bar (which had a small dance floor/dj). I literally could see everyone, what they were feeling, and take it all in at once.

My whole rational 'me' part of my brain seemed to be turned off. I was just watching everyone, and I was all seeing. I don't think I ever saw clearer in my life.

4:30: We decide to go home.

Afterthoughts: This was an amazing experience. I have never had a proper psychedelic experience in my life.

I really think that all my preparation before this trip helped keep me from 'tripping out.' I remember thinking at one point 'I'm going to lose myself and I must fight it.' But, I remember what Mckenna said once 'Just trust the substance to keep you safe, and let yourself go.' I informed my friend to watch me, and just let myself go in the process.

What stands out the most is the increase in my visual perception. How I can describe it: When you look out into a room with people, you can focus on what you are directly looking at, with everyone else just blurry in the sides. I believe this is your brain filtering out all the 'nonessential information.' Now, when I looked out at a crowd of people on 4aco, I could see everyone, and everything, at the same time.

Also, the colors on the girl's dresses, and the texture of their dresses, was amazing. It was like seeing things through a visual enhancer of some sort.

My inner dialogue was turned off during this trip. I found this amazing in its own. I always had problems on cannabis where my inner dialogue would get me anxious and paranoid. I made sure that this wouldn't happen tonight. This is why I took the other substances that I did.

Overall amazing experience. I still don't know what to think of it all. Coming down, I see people care much too much about stupid shit (the 9-5, and TIME in general). People think such small things as getting mindless, pointless work done for a paycheck is the most important thing is their life.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 102766
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Jun 13, 2021	Views: 951
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